Is it bad that I dislike the Queen..?

Ever since I was younger, I've had this feeling that the Queen planned Princess Diana's death by sending hit men to crash into her car. And when I ask this question to someone, they say, "but you don't know her surely!" but isn't it about what we know that refers to a question like this? since when did the queen care about us all? princess diana was a good lady and even if i wasn't born before her death, so what? im not basing this on tabloid stories or what i do not know. people who work pay taxes to the royal monarchy are who i feel sorry for, their money goes to the spoilt queen just cause she has ROYAL BLOOD! who cares about her? not me and she's getting old for the job now anyways. she has 2 birthdays and she's just human.